I've always said this to you, if you don't want people to suspect, don't let them have the chance to. One time after another, I smelled all those cigarette smell on you, each time you never fail to cook up an excuse. Which time am I suppose to believe. If you don't want to strain our r/s 'cos of this, simply DON'T join them when they are smoking. Why is it that sometimes you don't have to follow them and sometimes you HAVE to follow them? You like to do all this so much? So be it, I'd wash my hands off you. Whatever you want to do, go ahead. You like your friends and everything so much right? Go ahead. Your FRIENDS can solve all problems for you, share your woes. How about dating all your friends? Not a bad choice right?

Let me emphasize again, if there's a next time for a situation like today. Don't ask me along. I felt awkward and uneasy. Okay?

Forget it...I'm too tired to deal with all these okay. If you think its 'cos you're too stressed or whatever you want to say, okay, so be it. Let it be your reason to lead life the way you one.
I'm speechless, totally.

I GIVE UP, SUIT YOURSELF.